My Timeline

• Born in 1978 at the Glory Barn in Winona Lake, Indiana into a fundamentalist Christian household. A Christian Cult known as Faith Assembly, led by Hobart Freeman.  

• Grew up in Dallas, Texas as a highly sensitive child. I was very empathic and had a powerful ability to create magical, mischievous worlds of play and adventure. Worlds that were very much forbidden in my fundamentalist christian upbringing.

• At the age of 10 my life became extremely challenging because of my strict abusive household. I started feeling a strong pull to my spiritual nature and away from the God of fear my family worshiped. Orbs started visiting me regularly as well as tortured spirits that had crossed over. The beginning of both light and dark manifesting in my physical world from the spiritual planes. 

• At the age of 11 my mother had a complete breakdown and me and my younger sister and brother were sent to live in different households with relatives we barely knew. 

• As a Teenager my gifts started coming online in a very powerful way through dreams, visions and clairaudience. It was beautiful and dark. Both Terrifying and Confirming. I was constantly told I was experiencing demons and I needed to repent and pray. I was both curious of what I was experiencing and also fearful because of my conditioning.

• At the age of 18 I was visited by a new being of light. A Faerie. I could see its entire body all of the details of its face, hands, feet and facets of light that were also part of its physical makeup. This changed everything for me. I became enthralled with the world of Faerie and understanding why I could see this realm. 

• I was called to Glastonbury England, Where everything would start to come together for me. I would start to remember Avalon and the sisterhood, the Christic codes and my soul's promise to the Mother of all of Life.

•   I was still confused and fearful and by the age of 23 I was married with two children and living a conventional life that I would never fit into. 

• At 23 I became very ill and could not get out of bed. I was walking into doors and walls. I couldn't stop crying. I was so fatigued I could barely function. My husband was not compassionate or concerned. I was made to feel like something was wrong with me for being sick. Finally after months I went to the Dr. and ws diagnosed with Hashimoto's. An autoimmune disease that attacks the Thyroid

• I began to feel torn between my spiritual nature and my conventional life. I started drinking and rebelling. I had severe anxiety and constant panic attacks. My soul was calling me and I was doing my best to ignore the call.

• Estrella is the Journey of the Reclamation of your Soul as a lived and embodied experience. Estrella is Embodied Star Gnosis. The remembered and embodied truth of creation. Estrella is the return to your Symbiotic relationship with all of creation. 

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• My story of returning to my Soul is extensive. I could write book after book about Awakening, Kundalini, the Cosmic Mother, Angelics and Elementals, Kingdoms of Light, Gods and Goddesses. I've experienced initiation with them all. Because its the world I am from as a Soul. Its my Home.

• I am on a journey of living as one who is ever new and ancient all at once.

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• Dragon wisdom 

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• For me my journey is with God as the Creator and the many Realms of creation all remembered, felt, seen and known in this body now. 

• Embodiment and Purification as a daily Practice, Letting go ~ Free Falling~Surrender~Journeying into the Abyss of Self ~Dissolving Mind~ Cracking Open again and again. Purging the Distortions of Ancestors and living the truth of the path cutter. There is no separation in my life between my Soul Journey and who I am EVERYDAY. 

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• I am my Soul, I am my Body

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• How did I get here? I died 1,000 deaths and I rebirthed myself over and over all while owning a business, running a home and birthing children. My life as been filled with trials and immense pain and loss. For years I was on the healing path. Submersed in the never ending journey of healing the wounded self.

• I have 20 years of certifications in endless modalities that help us heal on this journey. I have worked with 10's of thousands of clients facilitating deep soul healing from the atrocities of life on this planet. I have heard and held space for the darkest and deepest of wounds.

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• But everything changed when I was plummeted into total Darkness.

• For 8 months I couldn't breathe without immense emotional, physical and mental pain. I could barely function and my existential world was collapsing and turning on me like a rabid dog.

• I was dying while still being alive. Not a ceremonial death or shedding of skin. All of me was dying. Overnight, the death dissolved 20 years of healing work and everything I thought I knew about myself, my journey into soul, what I knew of God. Everything was gone and there was only darkness.

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• What I didn't know then was that God was delivering me into the arms of Shakti and she was shattering my illusion. I was in Kundalini Awakening. The great Alchemical Mystery. Not a partial rising of Kundalini. Full Awakening ~ Full Death of Self as I had experienced it~ Full extraction from the False Matrix. I was returned to the womb of the Cosmic Mother to be dissolved and reborn while still being alive.

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• Who am I? 

• I am a Cosmic Breath.

• I am Estrella.

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• With Love for your Journey to your True Nature~

• Genevieve

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My Timeline